Thursday 16 May 2013

A TRIP TO THE MARKET


The market was clustered with shops and make-shift stalls -basket trays laden with goods sitting on a stool- fitted into every available space. Stalls lining both sides of the street and shops filled with goods spilling through doors and neatly arranged by the entrance, only to be packed indoors at the end of the day and then out again the next day. This was a road and somewhat, still is. Just a narrower version of its initial width. Over the years, the market women gradually inched their stalls forward, closer to the road, making space for even more stalls. This raised concerns from the government and public, but once they gained an inch, no one could drive them back. Cars honked, slowing down to a crawling pace and sometimes waiting for a stall to be moved out of the way before driving past.
The market women are always at alert, looking left and right, smiling and stretching their hands, beckoning to customers. Like skilled hunters, they seek their customers, looking and judging; a young lady, an elderly woman. Voice raised high, shouting as loud as possible, making rhymes. A battle, a contest for the highest caller, the most creative.
“Buy pepper, cook for your husband”
“This yam is good, this yam is for food”
“This is fresh, come try and you won’t regret”
These catchy rhymes sometimes get stuck in my head after a visit to the market, and when I repeat them in jest, my mum will chide. "May that not be your portion! You will become a lawyer or a doctor."
I squeezed past the two pepper sellers with stalls so close together you could mistaken them as one, to get to my mum's shop. I often wondered how they manage to cohabit, selling the same goods, plying for the same customers. My mum had sometimes spoken about rifts among traders, jealousy about who got the most customers.
Since I had gone to the market directly from school, I had my uniform on and so I was careful not to get it sullied. I was going to wear it the next day. I always wear it twice before washing it.  The sun was high out and it burned the back of neck, my armpits felt moist and tingled the way they do when I sweat and pebbles of sweat gathered above my upper lip and nose.
"Good afternoon ma" I greeted my mum. She sat on a bench along the wall of her shop’s entrance, fanning herself with a cut cardboard paper.
"Hey how are you? How was school?"
"Fine." That was the answer I always gave, it didn't matter if it wasn't.  I dropped my bag, grabbed a cold sachet water from the stall next to her shop. Pure water we call it, as the label clearly advertised in bold letters, though tales have been told of the miserable condition some are manufactured in.
I took out a N5[i] from my pocket to pay, but Mama Risi rejects. "Omo ile iwe wa, bawo ni school?"[1]
“Mama Risi, I have told you to stop this! You rarely make any profit from what you sell. You shouldn't be giving it out free of charge!" My mum cried, when she realised Mama Risi didn’t let me pay.
“Shebi[2] it's your child? It's fine! We mustn't charge a student"
I pocketed the money and went to sit. I hate being caught in this I-care-about-you charade. This wasn't the first time. I was personally happy that I could save the N5, one would think my mum will be too.
“No no no no. Titi, give her the money.” Mum said
“Titi, don't worry.” Mama Risi said
 “Mama Risi, collect the money.” Mum said
“No, it’s fine.” She said with a smile, turning away to attend to another customer.
After a little while of back and forth, with a smile of amusement on my face watching the whole drama, my mum relented. I'll be here again tomorrow, I’ll take another pure water, and this whole friendly argument will ensue again.
This intrigues me about my culture. I do not have the wealth of words to explain it but, the togetherness and love though it could be skin deep at times and only for personal gain. Mama Risi, stays rent free on a spot that is part of my mum’s shop and so to constantly show her gratitude for my mum’s generosity, she gives me free pure water. My mum on the other hand, has done this goodness out of love and not for personal gain, hence, she insist Mama Risi lets me pay. What a dance!
I don't like the market, dirty kids running around half naked, neglected by very busy mothers, the smell of fish, the heat, flies perching on rotten food waste only to then perch on fresh beef chunks dripping with blood. “One doesn't call the hand that feeds one dirty!" My mum would rebuke, every time I complain about the market. I pushed Risi away as she rushed toward me with open arms. She was barefooted, mud clung to her feet and the stain of bean pudding or some other nasty food around her mouth. She was going to stain my uniform.
The earlier I get out of here the better, I thought. I had homework to do and also didn't want to miss the start of the new season of Papa Ajasco, but more importantly, MTV base. I took the bag of fish and pepper I had come to collect.
 "I am leaving."
“Wait. Now that you are here, look after the shop awhile. I need to go see Kunle’s dad concerning the Market Force monthly contribution money”.
Oh no! The last thing I know how to do is suck up to customers, a treatment these people crave. I dare not refuse though, a dance night at school was coming soon and I'll need to buy a new dress.
I dumped the bag of fish with a thump and slumped back on the bench, face scrunched up. “Ok.” I murmured
She re-ties her wrapper and walked out. "Keep an eye on the money bag”. She called over her shoulder.
I sat there, head bowed to keep from making eye contact with the milling crowd of people, hoping no customer will approach. I took out the book we had been asked to read at school, Tess of D’Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy.
Wham! I flinched as a ball went couple of inches past my face, hitting the shop’s wall. I looked up to find an apologetic looking kid.
“What do you think you are doing?” I demanded.
“Hope everything is fine.” Mama Risi called from the next stall.
“Yes ma. It is this idiot that kicked a ball into the shop.”
“Abeg, no vex. Na mistake.” He rushed in to pick the ball, lodged underneath my mum’s chair.
“Make sure he pays if he has broken anything.” Mama Risi called again.
“No, it is all fine.” I called back.
With a lopsided smile, he backed out of the shop. I went back to reading.
An hour later, my mum came back. I was sure it took her that long only because she must have stopped countless of times on her way back from Kunle’s dad’s stall, to talk to other market women. I picked up the bag of now dripping bag of fish as the ice was starting to melt off and left.
I walked, skirting muddles of water on the floor and walking on tip toes to prevent the black mud, littered with fish scales and pepper stalks from staining my socks. Calls of “sister”, “fine girl”, “sisi” surrounded me. "Come and buy", "I will give you a good price", "I will cut you a good bargain". It was a melody I didn’t care for.  Head down, I picked my way out of the market.
I busted out into the busy road with the noise of cars zooming past and bus conductors calling out for passengers. As I walked past a parked bus, the conductor pulled at my arm. "Fine geh!" I snatched my arm away and quickened my steps. "Heys" he shouted, making a calling noise with pursed lips. I played deaf.
“Mtcheww.” He hissed. "No be anoda man dey climb you?"
This is another reason I hate the market. Ugly, unruly area boys with their harassing words and conduct. As I boarded the cab home, I kept thinking of how wrong it was to be grabbed against my will, by hands soiled black with engine oil and of how painful it was that I could do nothing about it! How dare he say I am climbed by a man, am I a dog or a horse?! Anger welled inside of me. If I were strong enough, I would have beaten him to a pulp, I would have made him beg for mercy and teach him why it is wrong to speak to a woman like that! To think I'm just a school girl and he probably in his thirties. Plus, how could he possibly assume that I'll date him?! I’m a literate and he, a lousy illiterate. Even my boyfriend, one of the cutest guys in school, asked me for a whole month before I agreed! And he certainly doesn’t climb me! I looked down at the black smudge on the arm of my uniform and I knew I'll have to wash my shirt today after all! This is so unfair! A trip to the market leaves me so frustrated.
I will be so rich when I grow up, I won't have to deal with hoodlums like this. I’ll live in Victoria Garden City. I had spent the last holiday there with my cousins. The market there were tiled and called malls and shop attendants greeted politely with a smile.
The cab came to a sudden halt by the roadside to pick up more passengers, causing the car behind to swerve sharply just in time. The driver stuck his hand out of the window, cussing our driver and gesturing frantically.
We were already four in the cab; three seated on the backseat and a passenger beside him. When we complained, he said we could all get off if we wanted, his car fits six people. Of course we didn’t alight as we had paid, so we shifted reluctantly to accommodate the new passengers, while the woman beside me lectured him on how greedy he is and somehow managed to morph the lecture into how important it is for him to give his life to Christ as “He is the provider of all our needs”. She took out her Bible, taking up more room as she leafed through pages, searching for verses to back up her speech. The driver increased the volume of the song he was listening to and sang loudly along, smirking his teeth the whole time, a toothpick hanging loosely at the corner of his mouth. I lowered the window all the way and the blast of fresh air hit my face. I'll be home soon, away from all this! I'll be home.
***
Mum came home that evening bellowing my name. I knew I was in trouble. I racked my head for what it could be, nothing came to mind. I later learnt, it was the money! It got stolen while I was watching the shop, the boy who had mistakenly kicked the ball into the shop took it. To think he was only a boy, he didn’t look a day over 10 years. Stupid street urchin!
This was a major setback. We couldn’t afford the rent and the landlord was harsher on my mum as she had no crown. We would wake up to one of his rant as he banged on our door. “Pay me my money”, he’d yell “that is why every woman needs a husband! Treat your husbands well women! He is your crown.”
A little over a month later, we left the house. My mum woke up early on a Saturday morning and said “We are leaving.” Oh! The Crown? He left some years ago as he wanted a son which my mum couldn’t give. The doctors said she was lucky to be alive after she had me.  
I was ridden with guilt. I had to help in the market on weekends as we needed the money. Oh, how I hated it, but I couldn’t complain. That whole month was even harder as my boyfriend, Nosa, broke my heart. It turned out he had been asking a junior out. It was a month of guilt, loss and heartbreak. I settled into my new home and was still heartbroken, but something changed.
I became a market girl. As the months went by of helping in the market, I felt the joy of cajoling customers till they hand over their money in exchange for our goods, I became skilled at judging which customer to beckon and which was just window shopping, which to cut an unusual bargain for as they are a regular. In fact, mum let me setup a small stool in front of her shop to sell handmade beaded jewellery. I took Mama Risi’s spot.
Mama Risi, oh poor Mama Risi! As she ran across the street one cloudy evening, just before the market closed to get change for a hasty customer, she got ran over by a motorcycle. She laid askew on the road, a bone jutted out from her calf, dirt clung to her exposed thighs and a long open gash ran from the top of her head to her cheek. It was a horrid sight. My mum grabbed Risi and hurried into the shop, saving her from such an unpleasant spectacle. Since Mama Risi had no one in the city, Risi became my younger sister. That break, I refused to go to my cousin’s. I had a sister to look after and goods to sell.
Mum got comfortable with leaving me in her shop again. She even thought I had a special gift for sales. “Touch this money” she would say and then, she would put it in her sheepskin money bag, mixing it with the other notes and coins. “We will make a lot of sales today.” She would smile.
I packed in the goods by the entrance and locked the shop’s metal door. As I made my way to the bus stop that evening, I waved goodnight to the other market men and women packing up. “Good night Sisi Nike” they called. “Good night ma, good night sir.” I answered. A guy sidled up to me. “Heys, sister.” I raised my hand. “You dey craze?” He took a step back. With a smile I turned away. I was no longer bothered by this, they had the right to ask and I had the right to answer.  The thought of cold water caressing my skin, washing away the mud from my feet and the perspiration from my skin drew me home. I could just smell the bean pudding mum always made on Saturdays for dinner. I hastened my step.



[1] My student, how was school?

[2] Isn’t


[i]5 Naira (Nigerian currency)